I have a lots in mind and thought but it seems that i cant tell it out. To be exact, i'm not sure why i'm stressed out lately. It might be my own expectation towards myself and I couldn't get what I wanted.

I tried very hard and even pushing myself beyond the limits but things are not under my control. At the end of the day, despite all the hardwork and efforts, it is still much depending on your luck.

If luck weren't at your side, all the efforts will end up drained to a dark alley and a single mistake could overshadowed all your pain and sweat. Believe me, if you were once in my shoes.

You cant blame me for dreaming big, you need to worry only when i don't even bother to dream or think.Those who dream and on the path on realizing it shall never worry on those bitches that keep playing the talking behind attitude. You are never a hero but zero!!

Bring it on and show me what you have and i will truly respect you on who you are. Shut up biatch!!!!!

Happy anniversary!! Dont get me wrong. It wasnt any relationship. Is just me with my 1 year working experience, yet not that experience. Time really flies and I'm still in the midst of finding the best job that suits me well.

Wondering does everyone really enjoy their work life? Do you work to earn a penny that feed you for the rest of your life,giving you the shelter and luxuries that everyone is demanding for or do you work for the stuff you enjoy doing but does not give you much in return in the monthly pay slip.

Just my one cent opinion, people are more likely to be successful if they pursue doing things that they like rather than doing things that they need.

Yesss!!I managed to finished 10km Penang Bridge International Marathon..

I guess as a first timer taking part in the event is kind of good already??:P

But this definitely come with a price. My legs cramped just right after i finished the run and right after the day, i can barely feel my leg when i was walking.

Next year, i will definitely make it a better one, in term of stamina in timing wise.

Wanna have a look on my new hairstyle?

Here it goes..

Taddddaaaaaa~~

Personally i think i look funny with the fringe infront. Now the problem is how im going to office tomorrow? Definitely going to be a laughter for my colleagues.

I wanted to sleep with you tonight!

Dont get me wrong. Sleeping together does not mean the need to have sex.

It only mean that i put my head on your chest hearing the heartbeats of yours and your hand wrapped around me giving some warmth and we sleeping whole night through.

That's all. Is that simple :

Went to Chicago Ribs house for dinner. It was earlier birthday celebration for Doris.

Dont really remember what does this called. But some kind of tortillas chicken salad if I'm not mistaken. Tastes good thou.

This is my plate of chicken platter with coleslaw and corns. It looks that it come in a decent portion but the truth is, it is very fulfilling, up to the throat i would say. The foods over here tasted really good especially their famous pork ribs, something that i would recommend if you are going there any soon.

Last but not least, a group pic who were attending the celebration. This group happened to be my travel mates to Bangkok next year!!Woohooo~~!!

Went for Run for Peace event in USM on last weekend. Is a event i wanted to go every year but somehow i missed it for the past few years already. Few colleagues had their names registered, but end up seems only one person is turning up. As expected.

This run is basically a charity run for 5km. Is actually a way to test my stamina before i went for Penang Bridge Marathon this coming November. And tell you what, although is only 5km, but is never easy. Running on a uphill and downhill is just taking your breath away. Did not manage to run without stopping. I guess is stopped for a few times to catch up my breath. Never knew my stamina is dropping that drastically. Guess, i should train more on my stamina already.

Ended the run about 40min and get a goodies bag that include a certificate of participating, a bread, an apple and Vico drink!!

I shall do better next round!!;)

Having one of my favourite green tea latte on this chilling friday night

Have a great weekend ahead everyone ;)

Somehow working life sucks. Is like you waking up at 6.30a.m to get yourself prepared for work, stucked is some traffic jams and reaching office about 8a.m.

And at 8.am to 5.pm is where you going to work your ass off. Busying this and that, but sometimes when you called it off a day, is like you have done nothing and there are still tones of workload is awaiting for you.

Officially stated that you finish work at 5pm, but in reality the chances of leaving office at 5.30p.m is kind of low. You know, when you almost done packing and about to leave, there is where people will start buzzing in and knock you down with problems and questions.

By the time, you settle everything and OFFICIALLY leaving is about 6.30 already and by the time you reached home and settled down it would be 8p.m.

You see..In a day, you are only left with few hours to yourself for doing something you really enjoy. Not to be forgotten, you must never sleep late else you going to be some zombie wondering around the office the next day.

How i wish i could skip work as like how i skipped classes during college days!!!

Its been 2 weeks since Starwalk 2011. I joined the walk with my colleagues and something really funny happened. The walk supposed to be starting at 6.30a.m for the competition event. Yes, we are on competition event, but we are there at 7a.m. Back then, we still take things easily since we still seeing a lot people around.

The nervous and yet the funny feelings only came in when we started our walk for 5 minutes. Not even a glimpse of competition walker is there to be seen. Only left 3 of us back there. Only then we realized there already started walking 30 minutes ahead of us and this 30 minutes might even get them at least 5km for the fast walkers.

But nevertheless, our effort is never a waste, we still managed to finish the 10km walk within 2 hours and get the certificate!!!

Im drunk

Never knew Im happier when I'm drunk. Alcohol don't solve problem, but they make you forget the questions.

Started to wonder is really end of the world is coming real soon. We can witnessed that earthquakes and tsunami that happened recently in japan is real awful. Thousand of lives just gone in minutes or even worst second. I would say life is unpredictable. Appreciate every single day we live on the world because it might be the last, we would not know what happened next. Questions keep lingering in my mind that need some answers to it.

1. What if i die tomorrow?

2. How will i die?By tragedy or peacefully? I prayed for the latter.

3. Where will i be once i'm dead?Hell or heaven? or neither?

4. Will my dreams and wishes to be heard?

5. Will she/he be crying over?

I guess im thinking too much and i SHOULD stop thinking.

Cherish every single things as if they were the last!! ;)

Let's see. I've been in Melaka for company training for two weeks and tomorrow i'm heading back to Penang.

Been for many Baba N Nyonya food and cendol, guess im back with high sugar level and cholesterol.

Went to this Bee Bee house to grab some pineapple tart which is recommended by the locals.

Will show u how this tarts look likes.Want some??I've bought few boxes :)