Meet someone

We both get really close

Things are great and fantastic for awhile

Then somehow someone stop trying

We talk less. Awkward conversations

No communication

Memories start to fade

It become someone I know become someone i knew

This is how things start to end

New year resolution??Nahhh, i bet most of us have it, but when reaches the end of the year, only partly of it is achieved and the rest are continued to bring it forward to the following year.

According to chinese calendar, year 2012 is a year of dragon. Errrr, let me see, suppose those who born in the year of dragon will be more powerful this year? For me, i bet is a NO. Stuffs and planning weren't as smooth as i want it to be. This is how my year of 2012 started off. More to come??I hope there is a ending point of all the bad stuff.

If weren't for those bad days, i would not know how good day's feel like.

I have a lots in mind and thought but it seems that i cant tell it out. To be exact, i'm not sure why i'm stressed out lately. It might be my own expectation towards myself and I couldn't get what I wanted.

I tried very hard and even pushing myself beyond the limits but things are not under my control. At the end of the day, despite all the hardwork and efforts, it is still much depending on your luck.

If luck weren't at your side, all the efforts will end up drained to a dark alley and a single mistake could overshadowed all your pain and sweat. Believe me, if you were once in my shoes.

You cant blame me for dreaming big, you need to worry only when i don't even bother to dream or think.Those who dream and on the path on realizing it shall never worry on those bitches that keep playing the talking behind attitude. You are never a hero but zero!!

Bring it on and show me what you have and i will truly respect you on who you are. Shut up biatch!!!!!

I wanted to sleep with you tonight!

Dont get me wrong. Sleeping together does not mean the need to have sex.

It only mean that i put my head on your chest hearing the heartbeats of yours and your hand wrapped around me giving some warmth and we sleeping whole night through.

That's all. Is that simple :

Im drunk

Never knew Im happier when I'm drunk. Alcohol don't solve problem, but they make you forget the questions.

Started to wonder is really end of the world is coming real soon. We can witnessed that earthquakes and tsunami that happened recently in japan is real awful. Thousand of lives just gone in minutes or even worst second. I would say life is unpredictable. Appreciate every single day we live on the world because it might be the last, we would not know what happened next. Questions keep lingering in my mind that need some answers to it.

1. What if i die tomorrow?

2. How will i die?By tragedy or peacefully? I prayed for the latter.

3. Where will i be once i'm dead?Hell or heaven? or neither?

4. Will my dreams and wishes to be heard?

5. Will she/he be crying over?

I guess im thinking too much and i SHOULD stop thinking.

Cherish every single things as if they were the last!! ;)

Is always a bless getting a morning call from you in the early morning. Although i do not get to wake up beside you, but i get to hear your voice everytime i woke up ;) A little satisfaction makes me a lot happier.

I think no one understand me more other than you.

we wont appreciate what is good when we having the best all the while

i saw alot of MU fans in lrt this afternoon when i was going to pasar road to get some components for my final year project..when i say alot i really mean it..is from old uncle to lilttle boys.all wearing MU jersey,jackets,skarf and so on......and all is malaysian.most of the malaysian going to support MU..i wonder who will be going to support msia team??

craving for shopping and nice foods but i just dont have the money right now~~
*any donations are welcomed*

internet line was so down lately to the extend that i cant even upload a single picture.that really driving me crazy. i have lots of work to be done in such a little time but yet somehow i dont have the mood to do anything except playing bejeweled in facebook. arrrggghhh..

i seriously hate thursday until my sem breaks begin..reason??? i will be having class on 8am to 7.30pm.sounds crazy??but it is real!!!!!!!perhaps even tougher than those who working.T_T
FML!!!!!

10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT GUYS

1. guys that never understand women and never have the intention to understand.

2. guys that never keep his promises *promises are meant to be broken is not applicable over here*

3. guys that never know when to be serious and when to be funny.

4. guys that are late for the date or not punctual on certain occasion.

5. guys that devoted his life 200% to the work and don't care about the surroundings.

6. guys that never sensitive over what happening around.

7. guys that never try to apologizes for his wrong and worst part is trying to pretend he's right.

8. guys that never let down his ego all life long.

9. guys that never take care of his cleanliness and stink like hell.

10. guys that never understand the feelings of the women and their pms-ses.

I LOVE GOING TO THIS LAB...~~lalalala~~



yaa,i know..i just being random over here..

who say time heals???we just get along with the pain in time without realizing..

i want to eat 'bak chang' and 'kee chang'..T__T

when i should be spending my times now on studying for tomorrow final exam
i wasted all my days filled with dreams and imagination that keep running through my brains.
the thought that make me my mind paralyzed is still there..
is some how worst than anesthetic given by the doctor
the feelings that cant be described any longer
neither do i know what is that feelings that keep haunting deep in me..
the time when i cant differentiate between black and white
the time when i cant see any sunshine ahead
what is changing now?may i ask.
perhaps,its me.
if it is me then what kind of changes is that?
i dont think is a better ones if there is any.



*i need booze or some hard alcohol to hit me down..anyone??

I HATE LAP CHEONG!!!!!!!

LAP CHEONG IS BAD FOR UR HEALTH..>.<

*this post is speacially for u, mmc..dun crying while reading yea..^^*

yeahhhhh..loving all my nike shoess...WOO HOOO!!!!!

NIKE ROCKSS!!!!!!

ps: sorry for blur pics..>.<

Truths are hurtful

Something is better left unsaid and undone

Nothing last forever

Nothing is impossible is just another phrase.

Birthday wishes just don’t come true

Obstacle and difficulties is just another part of the life process

Failures make a person more successful

Learn how to crawl before learn how to fly

Worst enemy is ownself

Sun will still rise after the rain stops

Winner is not the champion

Winning and losing are just experience

be it rich or poor , you still live till u're 80 or 90..so stop worrying and relax yourself yea!!!