when i should be spending my times now on studying for tomorrow final exam
i wasted all my days filled with dreams and imagination that keep running through my brains.
the thought that make me my mind paralyzed is still there..
is some how worst than anesthetic given by the doctor
the feelings that cant be described any longer
neither do i know what is that feelings that keep haunting deep in me..
the time when i cant differentiate between black and white
the time when i cant see any sunshine ahead
what is changing now?may i ask.
perhaps,its me.
if it is me then what kind of changes is that?
i dont think is a better ones if there is any.



*i need booze or some hard alcohol to hit me down..anyone??

the other when i was reading some duno what magazines in my aunties house..i saw one love relationship article that seems quite interesting..the author was telling about the different types of styles of love..

Now only i realised there were various STYLES..hahaa..i think there were 5 or 6 diferent types which now i only remember 4 if not mistaken..

• Agape - this is so called more to caring and love to take care of spouse..they are some people who experience love as a caregiving process.This kind of lovers normally will take extremly good care of their another half.

• Pragma - this type of lovers are usually more practical in a sense that make think twice before making a decision.They are not emotionally thinkers compared to others.They pick their partners based on deep thought of consideration and in a more practical way.(*maybe see if their partner is financially stable,if not stable then NEXT GUYS PLSS.*)

• Storge - There are portion of people who see loves as slow process.This types of people normally get to know someone who they not expecting to develop any special kind of feelings towards them.Loves based on storge takes time as they slowly get to understand each others better.It is often compared to the loves that one has developed for a friends.Most often people who is storge based falls for their friends.

• Eros - There are a lot of passion and intimacy involved in the relationship for those eros typed of lovers.They need more physical and emotional attachment from the other half. They are best viewed as the romantic couple.This type of love normally creates excitement at the beginning of a new relationship.

that all i can remember for now ler..memory getting worst nowadays..T_T

yea..i've been tagged by joanne..

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?

-not really.

2. Do you hold hands in public?

-let's see who is the unlucky one.:P

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

-disneyland in florida.

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

-to change the world to be a better place to live in without any sufferings

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

-Definitely yes.

6. Do you like being who you are today?

-not really..hope to be more cheerful person.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

-travel around the world with loves one.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

- depends on situation.

9. Who are the top five people in the world you would wish to meet?

- cant think of any now.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

- loyalty and sincerity

11. What is the biggest mistake you ever made?

-when trying to make impossible's become possible.

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?

-both.yea,im greedy..

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

-talk it out and we will make things in the right way.

14. Are you afraid if your not in any relationship/commitment with somebody when your almost in 30?

- YEAH.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?

- 101% YES.

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?

-my hp and laptop

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

- my stubborn-ess

18. What makes you feel disappointed?

- when all the things i've done,only to realise is not worth the effort.

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?

- i guess no.let the future full with excitement.

20. What would you do when your secret is being found out?

- secret is to be revealed.is just the matter of time.

ermm..im hereby would like to tag

-unclejosh

-janice

-cj

-aven tham

-erlynda

-wtyng

-hiau king

-kah joo

im going crazy with math soon..have been doing math the whole day..
all my eyes are filled with numbers right now..have completed the math assignment..
but there is still alot of tutorial to go some more..>.<

i love maths but too much maths make me headache..

week passed so fast and tommorow is already friday..time flies and i did not do anything much this whole week..

another week wasted blindly..

a yoghurt drink to refresh myself..self reward..XDD

there is something "interesting" for you to find out in this picture..just zoom in the picture and you will know what i mean..do let me know what do u guys see..:P

it was last week when i went to kompleks belia dan sukan to hear some talk from the goverment agency people about some sports stuff..i actually represent one of my friend that cant make it on that day..

the talk was actually kind of boring and the whole speech was in bm..well,it quite long for me din hear long talk in bm.,so feel abit weird..And the worst is the fella talking without mic and his voice was freaking soft..all i could heard is blahhh blahhh blahhh and so on..

after around 2 hours plus..something interesting wake me up..

gov ppl : jadi ,ada apa apa soalan yang saudara saudari nak tanya??

A : bolehkah ................???*couldnt hear what he asking*

gov ppl : blaaahhhhh blaahhhh blaaahhhhh...*something that not related to the question at all*

and A keep on asking the same question for a few times and yet he did not asnwer the question but was saying something else..and at this time this B fella get fed up..

B : *stand up and speak* kalau tak boleh beritahu kat A tak bolehhh,jangan cakap yang lain..

wowwww..for me ..dat cool..hahahahahaa...the situation suddenly become so quite..even the gov ppl oso keep quite...LOL!!

here come C

C : can we continue our agenda and we settle that later on??

me : *laughing inside my heart*bwahahahahhaa

and nothing much happened after that..just another boring talk was going on..

im sick AGAIN...T__T